ordering more tequila
dancing under the mexican sky
with a mexican girl
she might whisper something in my ear
something i don’t understand
with a mexican girl
i carried you around
like a secret
like a mantra
mine-mine-alone
i carried you around
like a secret
like a surprise party
for myself
i carried you around
like a secret
like a special gift
just for me
i carried you around
like a secret
when i write letters
in my head
in my bed
at night
i never start
dear so and so
or to whom it may concern
no salutations
nor hellos
no complimentary close
the body of the letter
is all i ever write
when i write letters
in my head
in my bed
at night
remember that summer
second story apartment
late at night
just the two of us
windows open
candles burning
in old wine bottles
wax melting
dripping running
flowing slowly down one side
remember that summer
the sound
of david gilmour's guitar
is still ringing in my ears
when my father and i
fished roy hazard’s pond
in the early evenings
of early summer
we would sit
beside each other
silently casting our lines
into the reflection
of the sunset
on the water
even in the car
on the way home
we let the sunset
do our talking
i knew everything i needed to know
in that comfortable silence
when my father and i
fished roy hazard’s pond
in the early evenings
of early summer
i am drained
from existence with you
you want me to surrender
you say you love me
and i agree
you love me like dracula